hiding in the closet By: WH

I was a straight guy
But 3 months ago, i think i fell in love with my best friend, LD
previously i had 4 girlfriends
However, my relationships never turned out right
And i started to ask myself, do i like girls?

I enjoy spending my time with this LD.
We spent evenings at his place
eating, chatting,
cherishing our brotherhood
i feel so blissful

i tell myself,
i wanted to spend each day for the rest of my life with him

Is my love for him is wrong?
i have not confess my feelings to him yet.
But i think our feelings are mutual.
Can you help me to solve this dilemma?

Confused...